Damn it! Why does mom always find fault in me? I help her to wash the dishes, keep the clothes, fold the clothes, iron my own clothes, and she still ain't bloody satisfied! What does she want from me! Just had an argument with her. All because of my bursary $300! She's always arguing with me, either with the topic of me not helping out in household chores, or financial matters. It's only $300! How much you want? My monthly school fee which loaned from NTU of $270 per month has been reduced to $170 per month because of the stupid laptop which I've not been using much at all! Now I've received $300 bursary, she's into it again! When I started temporary jobs, working overtime non-stop, working my ass off, I gave her allowance despite my miserable pay! Not that she's not working or wat! I'M JUST WORKING AS A TEMP! And did that filial brother of mine gave her any money when he started working? NO! EVERYTHING IS ME! ME! ME! And now she's being sarcastic, about not giving treat about my bursary. HEY! FOR GOODNESS SAKE! That $300 is to last me throughout this whole 2 months of holiday! I don't even get allowance from NTU during hols! I've to dig into my savings for my travelling expenses, my textbooks (which she so honourably backed down her promise to pay me back for the books), my meals, the laptop (which I paid and I don't get to use much!) Damn it. What did I do to deserve this?

And now she's nagging me to get a job. Not that I didn't! I did go to job agencies. But there's not much job offers! What does she expect! Not only that, she's also nagging me to give tuition! Why doesn't she think before she talk? Who wants tuition during holidays? And who wants a tutor to give tuition for 1 month? And she retorts that I can continue my tuition throughout my university days. She thinks it's so easy to give tuition?! I've a reason to delay my tuition plan! Because I want to be able to get into my desired faculty! I want to study Bioengineering! If not Electrical and Electronic Engineering! I don't wanna be distracted! Does she understand anot?! I told her so many times! BUT SHE'S STILL DON'T GET IT! This coming next semester is gonna be busy like hell! And Year 1 is crucial! Coz I'll be streamed. I dun wanna end up in a faculty I hate and spend my next 3 years studying for the sake of studying. GET IT MOTHER!

I don't see a need to give tuition yet! I don't have much money! $3000 in my bank is all I have! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! MOTHER!